It’s been utterly quiet around here lately. At some point, I just stopped thinking about food all the time. My mind was somewhere else.
Five – no wait! six? – years ago I made a career choice. I moved away from what I wanted to do when I was a child, because it was not quite how I thought it was going to be, and I could not cope with the differences. Besides, pursuing that career would mean no decent job for a few years at least. I took up another job, a job that was any job but that, because I didn’t want to have to deal with it ever again. It felt too painful.